Letter For You

"Dear You,

See, I was too blind to realize.
Even with my own feelings.
Dunno, it's just my fault..
Or is it you that don't understand?
These are the risks.
You had fallen in love with someone you love.
But why I can't turn my face from you?
I should've known.
You ain't gonna care at all.
I'm just a stranger for you. My feeling is nothing for you.
You didn't apologize. Of course, you wouldn't.
I'm wounded, sinking in my own hurts.
Trying to always remind myself that I have to move on.
I do not stuck anymore.
But I lost at the crossroads of life.
There are no lights anymore ahead.
Time passed, but I still paralyzed.
Still can't believe that I have to let go you, that I have to move far away from your life.
I'm crying while hear love songs.
Why you do that to me?
Why you never apologize because you love her?
Why you never appreciate someone's feelings?
And now we pretend like nothing ever happened.
Or... it's just you?
No need to regret.
No need to be hurt.
Anymore.
Thanks for giving me chances, to know "a little" about you.
But because of you...
I'm now too afraid to fall in love with someone else.
'til now.

Sincerely, me."